Silence reigned...

There it was again, this unbearable discomfort pinching her heart every millisecond, filling her with Nostalgia. "Oh god , pls make it go away. I need to breath". 

She gets out of the bed, but where to go in this long dark night. She sits herself back on the bed. There are thousands sentences repeating themselves in her head. She spoke out of aggravation "Ughhh please shut up, pretty please, not again".

After much dissension, One voice overcomes all.

"Close your eyes and breathe, It's ok..... just breathe. Why are you so angry? and why so angry with me? We are not two different people, I am within you, I am part of you. Listen to me, don't run away from the truth, look for the remedy inside the pain. So what if you lost the battle, admit it that you've lost and there is nothing you can do to win it back. It's over. Man up, stop feeling insulted and enough with if's and but's and maybe's. You have done your best. Somethings are inevitable, so why not make this the entrance of discovery."

After a pause....

"Let the ashes scatter in the air. Let this night take over the remainings of your pain, go ahead and break open, but till morning gather yourself. Tomorrow, you will find a morning inside you, waiting to burst open into light. It's time to conquer your selfish desire only then this darkness will change into light. This is the only subtle truth. Let it go".

She opens her eyes and finds herself in the same dark room. No ray of hope appeared in this time, it's as dark as it was 5 minutes ago. But the feeling of discomfort finally disappeared. She didn't need to choose between dark and cold, she accepted her defeat and chose moonlight in dark and sunrise in cold days. Nothing much changed accept those if's and but's were put to an end. No more sentences repeating, there was a silence reigned.

While closing her eyes, she confirms. Yes, It's over.

Xoxo